I am tired. This is exactly how I feel at the moment. For years I went around thinking that I couldn’t certain things or jobs because I wouldn’t be able to do them well. But it hasn’t seemed to have stopped anyone else. Every time I go out, the world seems to a free for all. But I don’t mean freedom. I mean people doing things they think are important, or that only they can do. People seizing a day that is not even remotely theirs to seize. Too many people with a sense of entitlement.
Oh, what I’m really banging on about is that I’ve been getting pissed off with one of my Library Course teacher, who has terrible teaching skills, and has been telling me off for helping people in my class. And after all these years I’ve worked out that I’m really good at interpreting garbage, and explaining it simply to others, but what I’m really bad at is finding a simple idea and turning it into confusing garbage. Which leads me to a life of poverty and resentment.